spore idol third audition ytd nite, early morning of today. im working the midnite shift and so i reported to work at 10p.m. guess wad. the guy with black motorazr phone had already been kicked out and i didnt even get to see 1 look of him. he went home b4 i came. i was quite sad. like, i missed the third guy i wanna know in mi entire life again. yes, yet again. im super emo for the rest of the nite over it. marcus, kwang wei and faye witnessed the emo-mi. i kept whining. fate. then started work. was attached to iggy to do logging for a while. the first boys grp we went to shoot was not bad, but i feel that someone was at disadvantage becoz the song the 'leader' kinda chose wasnt the song for him to show his strengths in his voice. and i was looking at that someone singing. and he happened to be looking at mi when hez singing a part of it too. guess wad. i totally melted. itz mi weakest point. yep, ive melted a lil b4 in the previous rounds of auditions, but itz not as bad as this time round becoz when they sang, they didn't look at mi. and that someone did. i was pai seh that im melting when he was juz merely looking at mi when he sang it. itz "i still..." by bsb. saying how much the guy still needs the girl in his life. even iggy said "ai, hez singing to u leh.." then i said no la and didnt dare to look at them sing again. wads more funny is that when i smsed kwang wei, marcus and faye and told them abt it, kwang wei and marcus tot wad i meant by 'i melt' is that i couldnt ta han the nite anymore. LOLS!! haha. then after that went to shoot other grps too, i think the guys are stronger than the girls. the spirit for the guys are there, but not the girls. but on the whole, they sang quite well. i mean, 'idols' wad. and then arnd 4a.m. the crew went to rest and we had our own dv cams to shoot. some of the contestants were still not aslp yet. and i tried so hard to keep miself awake by walking arnd finding interesting things to shoot. all the way till 7a.m. then headed back to mediacorp and had breakfast and tonite is mi last nite there again. am still looking forward to it and see who got in.